Wish Words For you

If my mother could express her feelings now I know these would be her words. I always felt what my mom felt inside.

I Love You My Son

I haven't turned my back on you,
so there's no need to cry.
I'm watching you from Heaven
just beyond the morning sky.
I seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked The Lord to comfort you
and watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain
than I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you might not feel my touch,
or see me by your side,
I've whispered that I love you
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please don't ever ache for me,
we'll hug again one day.
Beyond the dark and stormy sky
a rainbow lights the way..

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Missing you

You were taken from me, it all happened so fast

You smiled and kissed me, said you loved me and then went away

You left this world so quickly and fast leaving me speechless and hurt.

I was weak and started to cry as if someone stolen you from my side

Felt cheated and angered, no one could ever understand why.

So much I had to tell you, expressing my love for you inside

I wanted you to know so much more, but time was not on my side.

I know That God took you away from me, as you held his hands

I know he wanted to take away also your pain.

Held you with his hands, taking your spirits to the sky.

But it does not change the missing felling I feel deep inside.

I know it was best, to end all your pain

I cried every moment you looked at me with a tear in your eyes.

Mom I know you don’t want me to cry or even feel the hurt and pain

But it is not easy mother; someone took half my heart when you went away.

Ripped from my body, as I stood there amazed.

Feeling every inch as someone took my heart that day.

Now I sit here, miss you every moment of my life

Wondering why he took you from me, after I begged him to keep you alive.

So I feel hurt and cheated when I think of you.

I know its not the way I should feel when it comes to God and you.

But this pain I have deep inside no one can take away.

But mother know that when my time comes I will be with you once again.

I pray to God he picks me when he decides to take someone next time.

I feel dead already, when I lost my mother at the hospital that night.

If you hear me please listen to what I just said.

I want to be with my mother; for you took the person I needed most in my life that day.

I am not being selfish or asking for much.

Look at my life story see it in my heart, I extend my hands to you right now.

Please take me to her, for a life without her is a greater pain, than the pain she had.

I miss you mom I miss you with all my heart.

I miss you holding me and your loving kisses each day